Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Hello everyone... I am sorry I have not been posting very much lately, or making it over to see your wonderful blogs... I am going through a very tough personal time that is making it hard for me to even function, eat, smile, etc. By the time I make it home from work, I can't exert any more energy. I consider my online buddies very special to me, so I will tell you the basic outline of what has happened. My husband, Danny Lagow, confessed on Monday that he has been cheating on me. He did not tell me this on his own, I found a strange phone number on our phone records that he had been making a lot of phone calls and texts to. He left me while I was at work on Monday and he has not spoken to me since (he's being a huge coward). It has now been a full week, and I saw them holding hands in public together on Saturday. I found out on my own that he has been talking to her for at least a year behind my back. I am also finding a TON of unpaid bills that he was responsible for, so I am now dealing with that mountain of debt and the overwhelming feeling of lonliness. The love I had for him is pretty much gone, and has been replaced with negative feelings, but it is still an adjustment for me seeing that we have been together for 10 years. I hope to be up and posting soon because I love visiting your blogs and making cards. Crafting is a very stress relieving outlet for me and I look forward to creating "masterpieces" again. See you soon, I'm sure.